When I paint I tap into a love so intense that I can hardly bear it. That was definitely the case when I was painting the ‘Energyscape’ above. It was a private commission. As I earthed myself, breathed and allowed the energy from Source to ground through me and flow into the canvas, my heart broke open in floods of tears.
What I could feel surging through me was pure love. The kind of love I have always looked for in others and never found. The kind of love that makes me deeply homesick for a home I cannot fully remember.
The love that flowed down my arms and through the paintbrush and into the paint was a higher/deeper love. Unconditional. Divine. Feminine. All-accepting. It was gentle and kind. And it made me sob big splashy tears onto my studio floor.
The painting was for a woman who had, like me, never experienced any love like this from her own mother or close family. She ached with bitterness at the lack of love and she too sobbed when I gave her the painting.
I’ve always known that this kind of pure, Divine love existed in the universe somewhere. I had touched into it a little at church, and sensed it sometimes with my parental grandparents. But as I got older it got harder to find it or feel it. Like many of us I made the mistake of trying to find it from my partners, tolerating unhealthy relationships because I was so desperate to find this love. When I couldn’t find it there I tried to find it at the bottom of a Gin bottle.
After my spiritual awakening I gradually realised this love was already inside me and part of the universe and that not all people knew that. So I wouldn’t find it ‘out there’ because it existed inside me. As I did more and more spiritual mentoring work with women all over the world, my awareness of this love only grew.
However, it is when I paint that I have my most direct experience of tapping into this unconditional, Divine love. It is when I feel most truly myself. Painting is my prayer and my healer and my gift of love to the world.
What is it that connects YOU to that divine love? What is your gift of love to the world?
Here for you is the intuited message that came through as I painted ‘Blessings on your life, you are loved’, ‘The voice of the painting if you like:
You are so loved.
You live in a friendly Universe and are surrounded by love.
Sometimes our heart gets so bruised or broken that we can no longer believe in love or open to receive and feel the love that is there within us.
If this is you my friend please know that love is there flowing all around you and within you. It is who you are. You will feel it again soon.
This Energyscape invites you to start to gently open your heart to seeing and receiving the love that is all around you and to appreciating the blessings already in your life. It is safe to open your heart. It is safe to feel. It is a reminder that the love you seek ‘out there’ is already within you.
You are so loved.
You are made of love.
You are blessed indeed and the world is blessed to have you.
Kimberley Jones is the Midwife for Modern Mystics, a down-to-earth spiritual teacher for awakening women, a 4th generation intuitive ‘seer’ and award-winning spiritual mentor and writer from beautiful Devon in the UK. She is also an intuitive energy artist who has exhibited internationally. Described as “A real life spirit guide” Kimberley experienced a profound mystical awakening in 1998 following her mother’s death that set her on her path as a Soul Whisperer, teacher, inspirational writer and intuitive arist. She has spoken at summits and contributed to books alongside Alberto Villoldo, Dr Judith Orloff, Guy and Katie Hendricks, Barbara Marx Hubbard, Neale Donald Walsch, Don Miguel Ruiz and other thought leaders of our time. Her blog for awakening women was voted in the top 50 female empowerment blogs in the world in 2015 by a leading psychological institute.